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[27 Sep 2004|03:34pm] |
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i FEEL BROKEN UP AND i GiVE UP
wow, so today i stayed home from school ... i feel sick but mostly i feel so upset. Whatever, last night i talked to Zach again i guess i just went really upset i was just like why the fuck are you such a fuckin dirtbag and hes like blah im not i care about you blah blah blah ... hes like if i didnt care about you i wouldve left you in the road last night when you were like dying from drinking to much ... yeah i KNOW hes bullshitting me. all my friends who was their told me what he was saying while his mom was taking care of me passed out plus Nuss took care of me zach did shit ... all my friends told me zach did jack shit to help me. Everything just upsets me i dont know what to do with myself anymore i told my mom to get my a phycatrist i think right now is the best time for me to see someone. i mean i dont wanna like killmyself or any shit like that im just stressed out with school, friends, and everything that happend this weekend ... and being stressed out about all this stuff isnt good because its only making me depressed and i was really happy i dont know what happend i hate being upset. i just want a boyfriend really bad i want someone to care about me... i dont know what to do anymore. Well i just wanted to quickly update im gunna do now </3 i'll update later im just feeling really drowsy from taking the medicine for my cold ... so i think im gunna go take a nap
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[16 Sep 2004|09:31pm] |
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i'm coming back to livejournal ... i dunno ive just been having alot on my mind recently and i used to have these public journal things and i love them i used to know how to be more creative with them lol but now im just going plain because i totally forgot all the codes and shit ohh well <3 i want alot of friends so comment me!
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[25 Dec 2003|08:42pm] |
FRiENDS ONLY
comment to be added =]
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